I wonder if people realize how much an anxiety i actually have about them. There are only every 1 to 5 i worry about everyday but then its just when u have those 5 and then another 5 on top of that to where i start to worry over load. I feel like people don’t understand the effect they have on someone and that everything they say or do can change that person day. Like today i told some one to have fun and be safe and they said i will and i won’t… like how do you think that is suppose to make one feel. Happy inside? Well No… i get angry and worried and then write posts like this. my mind over fills and i cant stop thinking about you. I wish all was easy and that i could always be in control.